Well, I'm new writting my own blog. So here it goes.
I guess today the emotions of the past couple of weeks (Christmas and New Year) caught up with me. Today we had a good fun day at the local aquatic centre, and then tonight we all went to my sisters place with family and friends to celebrate my niece's 13th birthday. All was good until some ask my stepsister how old her daughter was, then I just teared up. Alex should be the same age as her daughter, seven months. But instead Alex has now been in Heaven 9 months today. I miss him so much, I can't stop the tears flowing tonight. I guess I just hold them in for so long and then eventually they come out. We ended up leaving early and my kids missed out on birthday cake.